Sweetness

In my primary school days, I wanted to be a famous dancer, I find it interesting and can even keep myself fit. I always tell my mother how well I did in competition with my friends. My mother had always wanted to see how well I could dance, so I performed a small dance in front of her, but she said, "look at how you dance, it is totally like a statue! You are not flexible at all, with this little skill, you want to be a famous dancer, my daughter, I think you should practise more often instead of boosting your skill!"

I remembered I cried after she told me that, but I know she had meant it well, but I were hurt by what she just said......till now these words had always remained in my heart.

I had stopped pactise dancing since I enter my new secondary school as I joined NPCC (National Police Cadet Corp) not dance, because I know that dancing is not my forte, so I gave up on dancing. After joining NPCC, I started wltivating a greater in it as no one had ever scolded or criticised the way I did all those drills, so I had more confidence in it. Until one day. our Mdm wanted to test us one by one. When it was my turn, I did what I usually do, the Mdm told me to do again and again, then suddenly she said angrily, "You don't understand what I am teaching ot my teaching is too lousy!"

I replied, "NO, MDM!"

"Then, do you know what is your problems?" Her voice lowered down but was still angry.

"I don't know, Mdm!" I said in a rather frighten voice, yet loud.

"Your leg life higher. it should be 90 degrees!" She said.

I listened to her and didi again. Finally, after repeating it many times, she said in a much more gentle voice, "Improve it ok!You had shown some improvement!

"Yes, Mdm!" I replied.

After thus, it was time for us to go, when I were dismissed, I were thinking, " why didn't I cry this time, but feel much more confident?"

The next lesson, I tried my best to do the drills, surprisingly I saw the Mdm smiled at me, with that smile I felt a lot more happy and less stressed as I was scared I would make the same mistake again, I was happy because the Mdm had comfirmed my skill!

Since that day I joined NPCC, I had forgotten all about dancing and put all my interest, my time in NPCC as I wanted to be a police when I grow up, so I can protect my love ones from danger and even make myself stronger.

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

"This will be the last time you let me down, understand!"

His voice pierced through my ears. I swallowed hard, looked at my father's eyes and I saw the anger in them. I could understand his anger and had expected the day will come. I know that I deserved all those scolding. I was so sorry, I really didn't mean to let my parents down, it had just happened like that.

It had begun one month ago. I was walking back home from school when I met Kelly, she was an ex-student from my school, she had dropped out the school last year because she had lost all her interest in studies. Her mother had died after Kelly was borned, so her father needed to take care of her, he often neglected her as he was too busy with his jobs. After she left the school, she spent her time shopping with friends. In the past we were best of friends, so she would ask me out every day after school. I wanted to reject her, but she was my best friend and I liked shopping too, so I would accompany her to shop till evening. My father was not informed about that and he always took my words, so I had no trouble convincing him that what had kept me in school were extra classes. My mother trusted me too much, so no questions were asked. In fact, everyone was in sympathetic that I had to work so hard in school and stay in school for practically the whole day. At the start, I felt bad cheating on my parents, but after doing it a few more times, I did not feel bad or guilty any more but I enjoyed those escapades.

Things come to a head when my marks took a plunge. My father was very disappointed in me. The next day, after I presented my report book to my father I was called to report at the principal's office after school. A cold feeling gripped me when I saw my father standing there looking very glum, the fact that there had been no extra classes after school came to light. Having been caught, I made a confession. My fater said nothing on the way home.

It was only upon reaching home that he stood me in the middle of the hall and in the presence of my mother, told me whatever was in his mind. I felt miserable and throughout the session stood there with a bowed head. There was nothing I could say to either of them.

Deep within me I blamed no one but myself. I realised that were right, I had let them down and very badly. That day ead the most memorable day, I remember it so clearly as it had just happened yesterday. It had really give me a lesson.

Sunday, March 2, 2008

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Dun laugh at it hor!It very funny de!

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

I not sure why I chosen this picture but when my English teacher said we have to choose a photo and write out why I choose it, this is the first photo that come across my mind!

The girl inside the photo, her name is, Jasmine, she also study in Henderson Sec Sch in 1E4! Although, she study in 1E4 the last class, she still work very hard! Every subject she wins me and I am in 1E2! SO you can see that she is smarted than me!

Actually, I choose this photo is because she is very important to me!She stand quite a big place in my heart!She the only that will not scold me even when I do something wrong but she will tell me what I was wrong in and tell me to change my wrongdoings and I think she the only one that will take a very good care of me everyday!If I fall down or knock my head accidentally, she will scold me clumsy and tell me to be careful!Everytime she scold me when I fall down or knock my head I feel happy because I know she actually care for me alot!Even when I am unreasonable to her she will also give in!But if you make her angry it really terrible!She won't talk to you!

So that the reason why I choose this photo!She is a really nice person!You can try making friend with her!

Have a nice time reading about her!You will enjoy it, isn't?^_^!

Monday, January 28, 2008

My name is Lee Xiao Hui!I am 12 this year going to be 13 after my birthday!I study in Henderson Sec Sch!I really enjoy my days in Henderson Sec Sch!It such a wonderful school!What more should I write about myself?

I like eating ice-cream, chocolate, sweets and cheesecakes!!Just saying then I feel like eating already!!Yummy!!At first I don't dare to eat sweet things such as chocolate, sweet drinks, cheesecakes and ice-cream!But after my brother force me to try eating chocolate!Oh my god!I feel like I am in the heaven!Hehe!Just joking!But that moment I feel really sweet!So I started to like chocolate!As for ice-cream is because someone tell me that she like ice-cream alot, then I try tasting the ice-cream!Then, since that I love sweet snacks!But I dislike drinking sweet drinks as my mother say that drink too much sweet drinks I will grow fat and have bad smell!So, I hate sweet drinks except for green tea and Milo!They are my favourites!I will stop here before I get hungry!!

The thing I hate the most is my surname!!At first, I like it alot!But then after someone tell me that "lee" in Myanmar is the boy's thing!From then, I hate it!Then somtimes feel quite shy was saying out my name!But I know that no matter what I need to treasure my name and feel proud of it!But I have a very nice nickname!!It called "madcat"!I was called madcat because I love cat alot alot until feel like marry to a cat and I am quite mad and crazy at school and at home so I decide to call myself madcat!And soon my friend also started calling me madcat! also started to call me madcat!

I got alot of hobbies!Such as playing badminton,basketball and drawing!But some of my friends say that I am too short to play basketball!Hurt me alot alot!!I really hate people saying me short but it true that I am short!!I like playing badminton is because actually no special reason just wanted to try playing it when I saw people around me playing soon it become one of my hobbies!I like playing basketball is because I wanted to grow tall as you know that I hate people calling me short!I like drawing is because I usually draw out my feeling on that moment because by doing that I feel much more happy!That all about me!Nothing I can think about me already!Enjoy reading about me!Althought it a bit boring but do enjoy it ok?Here a picture of me!It very ugly!I know it!And the background is abit messy!!Sorry!Hope you all won't mind!

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Janice Lee is a cheerful and active girl. She can make her friends laugh happily so people like hanging out with her. She is born in a rich family. Her parents will always think about money and forget all about Janice!Her father work as a doctor while her mother work as a designer. Everyday Janice will be give $10 for her pocket money, her friends will always admire her for having born in a rich family, whenever her friends said that, she will answered back with a smile, but deep inside she is thinking,"I don't want any money if I can get more attention from my parents!" She like hanging out with her close friend, Lyn, as she is the only one that will listen to her troubles and her pain and care for her!

Although, Janice really wanted attention form her parent, but she tried to bear it, until one Saturday, she cannot bear it anymore!So she went and asked her mother,"Mummy, tomorrow is yours and daddy's holiday, can we go out to have dinner?"Her mother look disappointed,"OH!My dear Janice, I thought you had always been a good and understanding girl to me and your daddy!Why did you ask that again?Didn't I told you, Mummy and daddy is having such a busy time with our own job!Do you think we have time eating dinner outside?Now be a good girl!Go and finish your work!" Upon hearing this, Janice become very disappointed but she wanted to get some advice from Lyn.

The next day, she went and ask Lyn what should she do, but Lyn just told her that,"Janice, you have no choice but to bear it isn't?"She wanted to follow what Lyn had just told her, but after she get home she really can't bear it when she saw her mother didn't even look at her!So she walk toward her and tell,"Mummy!Can't you just spend a few hour asking what had happen in the school or spend time with me?!"But she continue doing her work but she answered her,"Janice!Be a good girl please!Mummy beg you?Now, go and do your work before Mummy really gets angry!"Janice didn't go to her room but she answered back,"Why?Mummy, why?Why other get to know what is the feel of family love, but I doesn't?I just wanted you and daddy spent some time with me!But...!WHY?I hate Mummy and Daddy!!"After saying this, I rushed back into the room with tears rolling down my cheeks. She didn't sleep but she was sitting on her bed crying..but after a long while she get tired and fall asleep.

The next morning, when she wake up, she thought that after saying all those words, her mother and father will realized their mistakes and spend times with her, but when she walk out of the room she see nobody! She can only see four white walls facing her!She couldn't stand stand the pain anymore!Sp, she decide to run away from home and hide somewhere where no one know where she is!She thought of staying in Lyn's house but if I stay in her house..her mother will informed my mother!So, she had no choice but to sleep at the playground!So, Janice did spent her days there and she realized that her parents were not looking for her at all!She was so sad when she realized that they were not looking for them!She think and think what should she do and suddenly she thought of commit suicide by jumping down from a building!

So, she went to the rooftop of a HDB flat, it was 40 storey high!Although, Janice was scare she still wanted to jump as she felt that she don't have a reason to live in this world!And so, she closed her eyes and when she was about to jump down, she heard someone calling,"JANICE!!"So Janice turn back and saw her mother and father standing there with tears rolling down their cheeks!She was so surprised when she saw her parent crying and so she asked,"Mummy, daddy?"Her father answered her,"It us!My dear daughter don't get shocked or surprised!We know that we neglected your feelings and you have suffered so much!We know that we in our eyes there only money but after we asked everything about you from Lyn we really feel very sorry to let you suffered so much with us!Come here Janice, Daddy promise you that from today onwards we won't neglect you!Upon hearing this, Janice get so happy and she rushed to their hugs and said happily,"Mummy, daddy!I am sorry!And thanks mummy and daddy for willing to spent time with me!"

Thursday, January 10, 2008

My new sec sch is Henderson Sec Sch!I started to like this school only since I started study in this school!When my parents force me to apply for this school, I really hate it as I heard people saying that Henderson Sec Sch is full of bullies and the teachers there is very unfriendly!When I first enter the class with my friends and my form teacher, Mdm Kwok LY, I was quite scare as I don't know anyone in the class~But Mdm Kwok is very friendly towards us!Eveytime I look at Mdm Kwok her face with be smiling!So at that moment my fear decreased!On the first day of school I didn't really wanted to do or know anything about this school!Only after the camp then I started to grow interest in this school as I get to know more friends, the activies and the teachers!I like my new friends and my subject teachers and my form teacher!I enjoy the 2days 1night camp the most!It quite fun!The school is also quite thoughtful for us!I haven't started my CCA but I am quite excited about tomorrow CCA!

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

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